Rebekah Z

Monday, May 23th 2022

Today I tried to hold your hand and it felt different… By now I probably got used to your aloofness but I would say even more I think in fact now I’ve been infected. Now I no longer want you (or the idea of you) I want whoever is going to treat me nicely and delight me with respect.

Whoever is willing to love me accepting the caos of me, those are the ones who I will invest my time, energy and loyalty into.

Sometimes it feels like you’re trying but in the same way as you, not once but several times, made me feel I wasn’t enough for you, now you’re no longer enough for me. I finally outgrown this cicle of my life and feel more confident and free. In the other hand I must admit is hard letting you go, all the things I felt for you - and with you - were magical and I still sometimes get stuck over and over again at that feeling not able to continue knowing dam well I woke up from the dream and I am in fact alone in this.

You helped me become a woman. With you I’ve learned something I’ve always struggled with which is to put myself first otherwise I would never be the fist at anything… Definitely not in your life. Besides everything we have been through I have no regrets because I know in the end of the day I tried. Thanks for the good moments and thanks for the lessons but now is time to move forward, now has come the time when I can say: I’ve loved you.

ansleytheslut asked:

Just wanted to say your blog is so pretty, girl 😊

Thanks ☺️

I like yours aswell 😉

There is a moment in life when you are exhausted of ‘begging’ for the attention once you had that you simply stop carrying and become cold.

27d10:

(via embrasa)

Your problem is that you don’t care until is broken

4gifs:

Donald Duck rage fit

Sometimes we have to be the villains to help others free themselves.

Sometimes you have to leave cuz you’re bigger than the space they have made for you.

As vezes parece que estou sofrendo pelos meus últimos 3 relacionamentos ao mesmo tempo.

You choose your pride and ego above me and I’m not strong enough to keep trying.

- I loved you